airy morning

Wednesday morning I went into work early before taking Dan to hospital.

Had a chat to Phoebe and went from work to Phoebe's.  I was looking at the sky and it seemed "big". These photos don't do it justice. 

Sausages for dinner

THURSDAY

Chris, Jemma, Phoebe and myself. 

Sausages in the oven. In essence took just over half an hour. 

Basically put the sausages in the oven at 5:30.  I turned them about 4 times to get them cooked all over.

Happy Birthday Dan

Sherwood RSL

Happy Birthday to Dan. 

Dan visits a hospital

WEDNESDAY

I woke as usual in the middle of the night to the news that Dan had laid down his motor bike.

"Hey dad, just want to let you know i had an accident on the bike tonight. I am okay, hopefully nothing broken. I'm going to try and get an X-ray tomorrow." 

So I decided to offer to drive. 

No parking at QE2 hospital (as usual). Paid approx $6 to park for a few hours. 

enneagram

https://enneagramtest.com/

Personalalitylab.com

Click bait. This lot want money. They present you with a Quizz with no indication that you wont get any evaluation without paying.

https://enneagram-personality.com

Click bait again. 

I tired it once with quick answers and it gave a result but the second time was a waste of time because it wanted money to show the result.

https://personalitypath.com/free-enneagram-personality-test/

Sunday - Road Trip to Toowoomba

 Phoebe and I took a road trip to Toowoomba.  One purpose was to deliver and "InSolution" system and this was a great opportunity to catch up with RDH.

Backing up, Coaching cancelled and I realised the control unit that I has assembled was missing two screws so we drove to Bunnings and picked up a couple of Stanly knives for work.  Opened the box and confirmed the screws were indeed missing. 

As we were running late, a small breakfast was called for and we dropped into the Yeronga bakery.  Phoebe puchased a small Quiche for me and a salad roll and a coffee for herself.  Some legendary Vanilla slice was also purchased and put aside for later.

Over to work and installed the screws and repackaged the equipment.

On way to Toowoomba.  Arranged to meet Richard at Picnic Point.  Mags had a walk and we looked at Table Top.  Richard showed us the waterfall.  Weird that I have never seen the waterfall.

EOMA

Today is EOMA  (End Of Marriage Anniversary)

Connecting with Phoebe has made a huge difference.  Major improvement in my mental health outlook.

The song "Creep" by radiohead illustrates a lot of the feelings I had 

https://youtu.be/XFkzRNyygfk?si=LA020n-1hXHyw2AF

 The key line that echoes in my mind was "I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo"

A more positive song that illustrates current feelings I enjoy laying back in the arms of someone. :)

Smokie: Lay back in the arms of someone 

https://youtu.be/opJyRioBHp8?si=XftTYmi0x6ioPD-b

It's hard to move one's mindset out of anger and sadness rejection . From wishing I'd never been married to remembering the good bits. 

Creep Lyrics

[Verse 1]

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special

[Chorus]

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

[Verse 2]

I don't care if it hurts

I wanna have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special

[Chorus]

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

Oh-oh, oh-oh

[Bridge]

She's running out the door

She's running

She run, run, run, run

Run

[Outro]

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here