Tuesday down down down

Depressing cooking for one.

Still down from the Sunday night fathers day trigger.

Depressed - > tired and lacking in energy. 

A empty house. 

Peter has moved out. Weird - even though we rarely ate together I suddenly feel the emptiness. 

The run on from fathers day trigger still raw. 

Cooking for one. 

So lonely. 

A reminder of how I failed as a husband. 

In addition to all the stuff I did and didn't do that resulted in marriage fail, there's the unknown (to me) personality shortfalls that mean every internet date is also a fail. 

1:30am on the dot, awake. Not really surprising as I've been lying around dozing most of the evening. 

Wordle. Ended up using a helper website. 

Put on sounds of rain

Wordle 802 4/6

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Got up. Cleaned kitchen. Only took half an hour. This included unload and reload dishwasher.  Clear table. Put rubbish in bin. Wipe benches and stove. Pity I just had zero energy last night.