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Sunday, September 29, 2024

Laura St Festival

At the Laura St festival. Very relaxed. Folky, independent artists and a bit of rock too. Saw Graham Thomas & Melissa Lochran & Steve Trupp. If you look closely, you'll see Phoebe Antonieff Mitchell on uke on Aaron Nebauer 's stage.

Graham, Mel, Phoebe and myself walked the length of the festival. 

Rock band performing half way on the left. A drag performance at the far end. Lots of chalk art drawn on the road. 



I want to dance with someone who loves me

This is me at 1am
I recall the loneliness. 
I recall asking myself over and over "wtf is wrong with me"



Clock strikes upon the hour and the sun begins to fade
Still enough time to figure out
How to chase my blues away
I've done alright up till now It's the light of day that shows me how
And when the night falls,.
The loneliness calls

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

I've been in love and lost my senses.
Spinning through the town
Sooner or later the fever ends
And I don't want to feel it down

I need a man who'll takes the chance
On a love that burns hot enough to last
So when the night falls,
My lonely heart calls

Oh, I wanna dance with Clock strikes upon the hour and the sun begins to fade
Still enough time to figure out
How to chase my blues away
I've done alright up till now It's the light of day that shows me how
And when the night falls,.
The loneliness calls

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

I've been in love and lost my senses.
Spinning through the town
Sooner or later the fever ends
And I don't want to feel it down

I need a man who'll takes the chance
On a love that burns hot enough to last
So when the night falls,
My lonely heart calls

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat ….
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Somebody who loves me, Yah
To hold me in his arms. Ooh

I need a man who'll take the chance
On a love that burns hot enough to last
So when the night falls,
My lonely heart calls.

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Someone wants to dance, with the baby
Someone wants to dance, with the boy
Say you want to dance, with the baby
With somebody who loves me

Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance
Someone wants to dance,
Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance
Someone wants to dance,
Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance, Ya-ah

With somebody who loves me, ooh
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat ….
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Somebody who loves me, Yah
To hold me in his arms. Ooh

I need a man who'll take the chance
On a love that burns hot enough to last
So when the night falls,
My lonely heart calls.

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Oh, I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yah, I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me,

Someone wants to dance, with the baby
Someone wants to dance, with the boy
Say you want to dance, with the baby
With somebody who loves me

Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance
Someone wants to dance,
Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance
Someone wants to dance,
Someone wants to dance, say you want to dance, Ya-ah

With somebody who loves me, ooh

Thank you Whitney Huston

Friday, September 27, 2024

fri 27 sep

2am awake. 
Raining. 
Feeling low. 
Not knowing why. 
Rain is usually relaxing. 

ROWING 
the 3rd eight managed to get on the water. 
It was drizzling so skipped warm up in 4s in favour of just rowing in rotating sixes. 


Then we did strikes. 10 each at finish,  hands away and so on and each time followed by 10 normal. 

The boat seemed to sit up reasonably well.  Better than I'd expected. Maybe that's just my predication for negative thinking.

Unaware of the consequences and figuring Anyway I switched us to a work piece 
4 Min 18
4 Min 20
4 Min 22
4 Min 24
2 Min 26
This killed rod who was in agony.
We then did just light rowing home. 

VALUES GOAL ETC
Friday's small business love in reminded me to consider my values and to use them to guide decision making. In particular, knowing when to say 'no'

VALUES
honesty,  truth, face value,
Community
Fairness
Compassion.
Effort
Loyalty 




Saturday, September 21, 2024

sailing FRI SAT

Graham and Mel invited us to come out on their boat. 

FRI
Phoebe and I met at my place and left around 3:30 to drive down to Raby Bay. 
Arrived about ten to five per plan and boarded.
Motored across to horseshoe bay at Peel island.

The evening was pleasant and I was a bit sleepy and not really into social participation and as we sat in the cockpit did my fall asleep at the party thing.

SAT
Phoebe had brought a hand reel and caught a couple of small fish that had to be thrown back. 

Then commotion and to quote Mel "we didn't expect you to catch anything". Panic ensued while knives and buckets were located. 

Phoebe sliced and diced. Then fried it up.  I've been grazing as we motored and now so full. 
 
 
While on board I had to do the grammarians allocation.  Graham as starlink which gives great internet connectivity.















 
 
 
 

Friday, September 20, 2024

Fri 1:50am

Been awake for a bit. 
Unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher. 
I think unfortunately I have a predilection for being a bit down or depressed. 
It's especially nice to be in a relationship with someone who loves me. To hear the words "I love you" is so nice,  reassuring, warm....
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Some stress at work:
Sarsat job is late and people have been changing the tuning process. 
New GFC has too many problems. 
Old GFC had required my involvement to clean up the tuning process. 
InSolution 4G is suffering. 
CuNi monitor has a yet unsolved issue. 

This weekend Phoebe and I are going on Graham's boat with Mel.
So much good yet I still feel a little low. 
Friends. Support. Love. 

Thursday, September 19, 2024

pre HOTY exercise

Date
14-9 Last Saturday AM 6585m
15-9 Sunday very slow 5984 PM dance. 
16-9 Mon AM row PM 3 sets (No men's group)
17-9 Tue AM 3 sets + ride PM ride + dance
18-0 Wed AM row PM 6535m


19 September 4am
3 sets
30 situps
5 pushups
60 squats
14 minutes. 
In each set,  Squats started shallow and gradually deepened.

Ok I'm trying to build a habit of a bit of exercise each morning and another bit each evening. This morning was a row and squats. 
Tuesday was ride to and from work. 
With a row in the morning, Wednesday felt like a good day for a 30 minute erg. 
Fed the pestering pets. Put on shorts. Gathered water and music. 

Started slow at 18 strokes per minute. At 5 minutes in took it up two and again at 10 minutes another 2 and as the dreaded 15 approached, closed my eyes. Opened and we were at 14:10 pushed the rating up to 24


Last Saturday 6585m
Sunday very slow 5984
Today 6535m


Tuesday, September 17, 2024

Coffee with Ben

4:20 De
5:55 arrive DIVA / AVID Coffee on Swann Rd.
No one here. 
A minute later one of the girls Anna ? Arrives.