Still down from the Sunday night fathers day trigger.
Depressed - > tired and lacking in energy.
A empty house.
Peter has moved out. Weird - even though we rarely ate together I suddenly feel the emptiness.
The run on from fathers day trigger still raw.
Cooking for one.
So lonely.
A reminder of how I failed as a husband.
In addition to all the stuff I did and didn't do that resulted in marriage fail, there's the unknown (to me) personality shortfalls that mean every internet date is also a fail.
1:30am on the dot, awake. Not really surprising as I've been lying around dozing most of the evening.
Wordle. Ended up using a helper website.
Put on sounds of rain
Wordle 802 4/6
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Got up. Cleaned kitchen. Only took half an hour. This included unload and reload dishwasher. Clear table. Put rubbish in bin. Wipe benches and stove. Pity I just had zero energy last night.
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